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Freitag, Dezember 19, 2008 - 01:49
A day/moment in the life of ......
OK..
I'm listening to DMB Ants Marching
earlier it was Incubus Talk shows on mute
at any rate
I thought about this topic
Its all about expression here
well really sharing
share your day
what happened
Good or Bad
what ever
Incubus related or not
Ill start
last week i was on a beach
oh yeh
today im shoveling snow
Ill be shoveling snow tomorrow too
exciting Ay
but thats a moment in time in my world
just thought id share
What about you?
Kommentare for this Forum Topic
whoa lori.. your story almost make my cry.. my girlfriend lost her mother because of cancer, she was devastated, and well me, i feel like dying just seeing her weep and overwhelmed by her sorrow.. all things shall pass but i hope there's a better way to end this life..
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" like a waking limb, pins and needles, nice to know you "
people can change, right? even if it takes a miracle. i guess i still believe in miracles.
Techni
Not to scare you
but I just know that beyond this life/existence
there is more
this is how I make peace with the troubles in my life
its how I keep smiling
I have a brother
two years older than myself
he too is an alcoholic
so much so that
a certain type of psychosis( drug induced) has presented itself
in other words he is so far gone
I don't recognize him
I love him so much
we share the same father ( unlike my other siblings)
this made us close
well any ways
I ll always love him
no matter what
and well thats enough for me
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the warmth
High five 2bjess and giulia!
All of your stories are reality checks too great measures. The strength everyone has found or is finding is truely a manifestation of all of your hearts.
:D 
:D
My oldest brother has had an alcohol problem since a ripe age of 21 (Why do ages tend to be ripe?). I would say it's taking his life since he's still alive, but i mise well say it took his life. I haven't lost hope forever however. Everytime I hear Dig I think of him and wish that he could clinch onto those lyrics, in turn recreating the beautiful being he once was. While watching his fate unfold, it hurts me the most because I was the only one that ever got him. We were so tight. Just keep smilin' right?
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Picture the scene where whatever you thought, would in the blink of an eye,
manifest and become illustrated.
I was watching obama taking place as the new president, and that just filled me with hope, even though i don't live in the US.. i imagine how you guys are feeling, everybody is puting loits of faith on him, i hope he really makes some good things fot all of us
and, ah! dig is a great song for this whole healing process thing. almost two years ago i lost a cousin (he was almost my brother actually, my mom breastfeed him, cuz he was just some weeks younger than my older brother). he got involved in a motorcycle accident, and he died there, and that just broke my family. by that time, i was discovering light granades, and dig turned into the place i went to when all my hope was gone.
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He cuts the music with so much class!
yes we all( Everyone) go through something
its a part a living
but ten tumors?
malignant or benign?
WTF
OMG
In the end our family turned to Hospice
we were able to keep our mother at home and manage
her pain. hospice is amazing
today I just could not wipe the smile off my face
Its one of those days that I will remember for the rest of my natural born life
Obama became the first African American president.
yes!!!!!!!!!
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the warmth
We all die in the end, and we all have weaknesses, I mean we are all weak one way or the other, and we all have struggles. It's really hard to find strength. But the best thing about that is that we can count on each other to help each other. I think we all need help sometimes. It reminds me of the song 'Dig'. I don't know...and considering we all have problems we have to remind ourselves to forgive the people that hurt us because they most likely have problems too.
I don't know... probably I don't have a clue what I'm talking about. But I just wanted to say something.
hey guys, i'm really sorry for all this things u're going through. i really don't know what to say when i face this kind of situation, it is really hard to find the strength, so that's all i can wish you guys: i hope you find a source of real strenght and keep up on that, and i hope it turns out the best possible way
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He cuts the music with so much class!
I'm not even sure of the correct response to that story, ten really? I can't imagine the doctor coming back and telling me that, it would be hard to find strength. My thoughts go out to her and her family, they have a very tough battle ahead of them.
The story reminds me of my girlfriend. About 3 years ago my girlfriend was having back pains and they continued to get worse over the course of a month. She went to the doctors and he stated she had a pinched nerve. Her month of pain turned into another month on disability while she went to physical therapy. One day the pain was just too much and she went to get a second opinion, the 2nd doctor told her it was cancer and gave her 6 months to live. Three days later we said goodbye to her at the hospital thankful that the pain had finally ended, she was in hell. Our band of friends was tight and devastating isn't a strong enough word to express how we felt not to mention her 3 children that she left behind. My eyes are welling up as I write this, it still hurts. In her memory we hold an annual benefit called "Sharon's Smile". I think we all felt it is the least we can do.
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my moms friend just got into a car accident about a week ago...when she went to the hospital to be checked out after the crash they noticed that she had 10 tumors...wow 10?! yeah that's what i said too...thank god that she got into an accident or she would have never known till it was too late...they started her on cancer treatment and removed the largest tumor...hopefully she's strong and pulls through this....she's a really nice lady...anyway this makes me think about how precious life is and how it could change or end at any moment....every day that i open my eyes, i am thankful to have another day here .
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♥♥In my fantasy you look good entwined♥♥
♥♥In my hair and skin and spit and sweat and spilled red wine♥♥
My favorite thing about that show is when they give Brian dog-like tendencies.... sooo funny
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Picture the scene where whatever you thought, would in the blink of an eye,
manifest and become illustrated.
I'm glad that i'm not alone with my love to Stewie!!=))
i fond of series when stewie and brain are traveling!!!!
YUU!!!=)))))
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"..я так хотел остаться не закрывай за мной окно,
в разбитых стеклах все равно я буду отражаться"
I love the Family Guy's with Peter and the Chicken fighting, it's so random!!!
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Family Guy
I think Ive seen them all
ha.........great show
Oh I love stewie
with the insurance money
I think I'm going to get a nice
little non gas guzzling cobalt.
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the warmth
aww dats a bummmer. I love that show
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Picture the scene where whatever you thought, would in the blink of an eye,
manifest and become illustrated.
"Stewie" (sp?) is impossible for me to watch tech......even ripped!!!
This reminds me of the Family Guy where there's a dude in a Yellow Hummer looking deal and he "merges without looking". I think there was something in it about Madagascar.
ANYONE REMEMBER?! hahahahaha
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Picture the scene where whatever you thought, would in the blink of an eye,
manifest and become illustrated.
glad you're ok jess, but I know what she's talking about.
i've owned more than one suv, and I'm not like that either,
but they think they own the road or something!
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"The ocean looks like a thousand diamonds
strewn across a blue blanket"
At least your alive!! Now you can get an SUV and show that you are a much better driver than the person who ran into you. Or you can choose revenge, Or you can run into someone who doesn't have an SUV and let the cycle continue, maybe that would release your tension, but I don't recommend it.
Hey! I have an SUV. I don't think im invincible???? I'm sorry to hear about what happend tho i'm glad you are alright.
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Picture the scene where whatever you thought, would in the blink of an eye,
manifest and become illustrated.
Oh yeh
the other day I was rear ended by a sports utility vehicle
It totaled my car.
No I'm not happy!
F.ck
People who drive SUVs
Think they are invincible
the warmth
I think most people just do the best they can or atleast what they know while they are here on this earth
we all need help some times
fortunately there are those to help
believe it or not
teachers/councelors/religious leaders etc
they are all here to guide us
in times of trouble
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the warmth
It's easy for me to become cynical when I can't see love in this world or in my surroundings. But that doesn't mean love doesn't exist. I still don't fully understand what love is. It's hard... I guess life isn't easy, no matter where you live or what you do. But if you can express yourself somehow is always a good outlet...I think...as long as you don't kill anybody. I don't think killing is a good idea... don't you agree? I'm more of a "as long as it is possible I prefer peace" kind of person.
Just hold on and keep doing what makes you happy, you're not here to make your mother a whole person. Your self respect and love towards others will reap you the love and rewards you deserve.
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Me too painting is awesome.
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SKOF, i so hope you can get through this stuff with your mom. I'm glad you're painting!! Thats a
great release, as well as your music. You can express alot of different feelings in both of those,
and don't have to share.....unless you like. Your feelings will be your secret!!
I hate my mother so much it makes me cry that she doesn't even care about me enough to want to know her own daughter, but she knows so much more about her high school students. I stayed out with my friend until 1:00 last night and she threatened to kick me out. She was laughing at me. And I was crying. And I don't understand how she can not care for me until she doesn't have me under her thumb any more. I hate her. She tears me down. I have no care for her, after doing this to me for years without even asking me anything first before assuming that she knows me.
You don't f***ing know me. Don't pretend you jerk. Masochistic self-conscious b****y cow with a penchant for destroying the ones nearest her because she hates herself.
I f***ing hate you. I am about ready to kill her.
But I have caring friends, because they actually care enough to see the real me. I have started painting again, and all the things I come up with are really cartoonistic, ironic, humorous, messed up, kind of sad, but still strange. I don't know. I am seeing where the class takes me.
And I am glad I have friends.
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I was growing up without father, cause he doesn't care about me, but I had a great grandfather who was for me like dad, brother, best friend and it was so horrible to me when he died 5 years ago! It was so hard! And It still hard to live without him, but he's in my heart and I have happy memories from my childhood! He's the best person for me! Anyway we are alive and should live!!! Rainbow, Rati and others who lost their loved, It's hard, but we can get through
I just had to add
On occasion
When I listen to
Wish you were here
as Iam at this moment
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vYKEPRLXNzE&feature=related
I think about those Ive lost
and what i feel at this moment
and I just cant explain but
I can think about them and remember them with
absolute Joy/happiness
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the warmth
Rainbow
I'm feelin you sister
Holidays are difficult after you've lost a loved one
In life we are constantly being made to let go/move on
But its hard
I know
Ive lost my mom /dad and a sister
and sometimes all you can do is just hold on .
spend time with those loved ones who are still here
appreciate and love them more.
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the warmth
All this talk reminds me of "I bare the burden of being the voice that lets you know we all grow old"
LOVE IT.
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Picture the scene where whatever you thought, would in the blink of an eye,
manifest and become illustrated.
i hate this day. i suddenly got sick. all i remember, i spend whole day sitting and typing and thinking about mssql queries, when i just realized that I feel cold and then i started to have a flu. goodness gracious where the hell did i get this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I used to hate my dad a lot when I was your age, Brit, for a lot of reasons I don't have the time to go into right now, but now, we have hour long convos and I love him so much, he's my superman. You'd be surprised how life changes people sometimes.
It's like he grew and matured too, not just me.
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"The ocean looks like a thousand diamonds
strewn across a blue blanket"
Thanks guys. I feel sorry for you Rati. At least I have memories, no matter how painful. I guess it's kinda like that saying "'Tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all." My sympathy goes out to all of those who have lost loved ones, I know your pain all too well.
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"I'm falling apart
I'm barely breathing"
I love you miss Heather, but nothing can replace a lost parent. As much as I hate mine, they are still here.
Big hug for you darling, I hope you get better soon.
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oh man!..i lost my father too. it's was 8 years ago and i was just 8.
now i read your posts and feel really sad. not because he gone
but cause i have no memory about him the only thing that i remember is his face
and the worse is i've never cry for him. not even a drop of tear. not even in his funeral.
i didn't think of him for many many years till i read all your posts
i know every good part in me. i got them from him.....
though before he died we hardly met each other i still think..WTF my hearth made of?
that's good luck to you no matter you have good or bad memory it's still warm.
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How do you feel when INCUBUS attacks you at night?
I feel so RATI !!
Big hugs for you Rainbowswirl. I lost my father about 5 years ago and the holidays always remind me of him. He wasn't an affectionate man but during Christmas he lit up like a 10 year old boy! When my family is around me during these times I always shed some tears for him, luckily my oldest brother seems to be carrying on the tradition so amongst those tears are some gigantic smiles!
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Thanks guys
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"I'm falling apart
I'm barely breathing"
it will always be there, your sadness can never go anywhere but i know you can get trhough it.. your memory of him will never end, that's how i know we that we live forever..when we're gone we dwell on someone else's memory and it goes on..
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" like a waking limb, pins and needles, nice to know you "
*BIG HUG* to you Heather, xoxo.
It's supposed to be rough dealing with a loss like yours.
My heart goes out to you sweetie.
Just try to remember whatever good times there were.
Time eventually heals,
but we never forget.
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"The ocean looks like a thousand diamonds
strewn across a blue blanket"