I'm just incredibly lonely. No matter how many arms approve of physical consolation, I am torn. I have lost my sight and I can not distinguish right or wrong. I just want to feel loved. I want to grow and smile, like a small strawberry seedling. I'm lost under the dirt and I'm not sure if it's helping me grow stronger, or swallowing me up.

please, tell me I'm not the only one to feel so.
how could i train myself not to feel anymore? by putting a metal plate between each spinal knot. Why couldn't he listen to me.