Well the days dwindle down to when I get sent out on my nice ship or port, where ever the hell I'm going. My parents are being jerks, they are concerned a whole bunch about money for whatever reason. I don't consume a lot while I'm around so I don't understand the strife towards me. I really do try to work hard at getting my body back into shape. I'm definitely feeling what I did yesterday. Maybe not as much as earlier but enough to feel it for sure.

Although a lot has been going on today was pretty much a lazy day. I watched 3 movies, one online and two and dvd. I finally rented Kung Fu Hustle, which I loved. I also rented Art School Confidential, pretty funny as well. The last one(but first watched) was the Bucket List, pretty depressing. It took me all day to watch it however, I had to take my sister to school. She has MS (Multiple Sclerosis), so my parents probably wont let her drive again to school. She slid into a ditch when it snowed out and she says she sometimes goes slightly blind in one eye.

Right now I decided to update, not a whole lot really. I'm getting in shape, running around doing work outs with a navy seal scout. Thats pretty cool to be able to say. I know not many people can say that. As a matter of fact less than 1% of the U.S. population can say they served their country. Thats weird because most everyone knows someone in the military. Oh well. I think I'm going to play my guitar now, it needs some attention.

Well up above as I write this post I notice an accelerate your life navy banner. That is exactly what I was going to get at but it caught my eye right now. Anyway, not that anyone knows but I plain flat out failed two classes. One class was more of a surprise that I failed because the teacher said I'd get a C. He was a d*** because of that move. I visited him a few times. That little d***. The other one I just did plain bad in. I didn't have the book and the time I did have with the book that was supposedly shared between Jenn and I was minuscule. She kind of monopolized the books really for both classes. Not saying she is the reason I failed them both, but she did sign me up for both of them because I didn't have time to sign up for classes. So basically there goes about a thousand bucks right there.

Since I obliterated my gpa with that trick I now have a few choices on what I can do with my life. I can find a job and get paid s***ty, go with my cousin to Texas and see if I like construction and get an apprenticeship, or enlist and get paid well from the start. The list really goes on a bit. I decided to enlist really. I do have some what of a romantic vision on what I can do in the navy and what I can do after. I know it wont be the easiest thing, I also know that my life is going to change drastically starting with cutting hair and taking out the earrings.

Really though to me it is all exciting. I get to travel, and I'm enlisting as a diver so I'm getting a bunch of cash as a sign on bonus. Then it goes on even as far as education and benefits. Underwater welders get paid 100$ + and most people don't realize it. There is so many things that a governmental job can translate too. None the less I'm excited.

It's break right now so i'm scrambling around to get some gifts for people. I haven't had a whole lot of time on the computer. So I apologize to basically no one because no one reads it. Thats cool though, I'm still busy I have bad holiday movies to get back too and egg nog to drink when I get out of the snow encrusted area. Peace and have a great holidays everyone.

Well it has been a long weekend. A lot of sleeping a little bit of studying. Today I have my last two exams then it is off to do nothing for a little while. I'm going to put up some christmas lights for a lady and her family with my pal. She pays really well, of course she lives in a rich area. Her husband is a doctor and she is a lawyer.

I've been sitting around pretty much having a lazy weekend. Doing the usual. Resting that is. I slept about 15 hours saturday because of the track meet friday. I was a little more sick than I thought. I seem to have strained a muscle too. I was sore going into the races and all but I didn't think I was that bad. It hurt my pride more than anything but I'm alright and getting healthy again. The stress is off from the political science exam because I'm done with the class now. Chemistry I'm done with too. That leaves me with the stars of astronomy and intro to athletic training.

Since I had a bit of free time with no friends and no girls I've been guitarin a little bit. I started to learn Eric Clapton tears in heaven. Of course this is more my style of guitar playing but it is a bit advanced because I can't figure out the timing the best for some reason. I'll knock it out eventually in a day or two. Of well, my mood is alright and I'll retire this blog right there.

No new blogs, I got exams to study for.

Right now I'm currently free from stress for the most part. I'm kind of excited. I'm neither tired out or pissed for once. I went and saw my teacher and straightened everything out. I studied in study hall for the test. I'll do more studying tonight when I'm in study hall again (new day). I downloaded the update for Xbox live. It shows some featured artists. So I checked em out, finger 11 has a nice little set so I've been checking them out. I'm not the biggest fan, to be honest I think they have one good guitarist, the other is quite a stage presence. But the lead and back up vocals looks like wolverine or Logan if you prefer, from x men. The lead singer doesn't have the best vocals but obviously gets the job done.I guess I should clear that I think the best vocalists that were or are living now in my mind includes Jeff Buckley, Maynard from tool, Brandon I suppose and a few others. The drummer is a damn creep rubbing his sticks and licking them. He just looks like a pedophile to me the things he does, but everyone is different on stage. They are Canadian after all so I guess it is forgivable.

I tried playing halo a little more but the damn thing has gotten so laggy its terrible. Definite latency issues, I don't know if it is from the new update or what but it blows. My internet router of course isn't the best either however. As a matter of fact it plain sucks. We can't open ports up that we want to or make it security enabled. Eh whatever I don't play games that much anymore anyway.

I ordered some things from the incubus store the other day. I got the money from the spandex we were supposed to get as a team but that fell through so I got my cash back. I figured I'd get a new bandanna. So I did.

Today I got some half way decent news. My gpa isn't going to be as low as I thought. My physics class only requires a 60% to get a C. I have an 80% after I actually checked my grade today. I thought I was doing much much worse. So in turn I was happy all day. Unlikely right, yes! Then I had a short class for athletic training, 40 minutes to be exact. Simple stuff really, just the body.

After all the goodness ensued the day I went on over to Jakes and played guitar for a few seconds. I ended up playing the Harry Potter theme song. Then it struck me, why not just watch a damn Harry Potter movie. So I did. By this time something was bound to go wrong. Jason as we agreed was supposed to get my chem book from Jenn. Jenn didn't give it to him.

So I thought well maybe I'll call her ass and she'll drop it off. No thats too much to ask. She said the half mile is too far out of her way on the drive home to her house. So I have to then go 15 minutes out of my way to find hers. Thats bull s*** and she's a b****. I'm glad I have no classes with her. f*** that, she was supposed to be a good friend but in all reality like I said before its just her and some old dude with his kid and her. She used to be cool but now she's like a b****y mom with attitudes about people. I can complain about her because she totally changed from who she used to be when she was a good friend.

Speaking of friends I'm still a little perturbed about my ex-lady and my friend hanging around together. It stresses me out because friends don't really do that. He knows I'm not over her. I don't think he knows what we've done together since we broke up. Or the big incident in the summer. No one knows that and it will be oblivious to everyone on here too.

Well I went to class all stuffy today, nothing new really. Just passing time. I wrote a lot into my paper journal in the "cardinal cage". My school is Saginaw Valley, the mascot is a cardinal. Some old Mexican guy gave me a bag of goodies, assorted fruits and such. Really kind thing to do. He ran off before I could say thank you, I was really involved in writing. He told me not to cheat, thinking I was doing a homework assignment. None the less it was really cool of him to do.

I pretty much took the day with a grain of salt, I don't feel the best but not the worst. To make it better my great pal Jake and I went gas shopping. He's having his troubles in the realm of women but thats all on his plate and I wont tell him more than just my opinion. I don't look down on him for anything he does because he truly is a great person as well. As I'm down to my last bottle of ICE I'm starting to think the world really sucks. Yes alcohol is a depressant and I'm aware. Unfortunately I feel happy because it is two o'clock almost and I don't have classes for another 10 hours. I can stay up till four and still get eight hours of sleep. AMAZING.

Oh I talked to my great friend Erich Farner. His uncle I believe was in the grand funk rail road as a drummer. Cool huh? Anyway he got in a car accident. A drunk stripper nailed him with her Escalade and she didn't have a license. He didn't sound terribly hurt however, lucky guy. He is doing well. (My drinks are diminished) hmmmmmmm.

I lost my train of thought.

Is it here?.... No. Disappeared, I guess this is it for the night then, I'll have more tomorrow when I'm not quite as in a strange mood and being silly and f*** it not drunkish. I'm thinking guitar looks good now. Hell Thom York made OK computer drunk, what can I do? HAHA Peace out people in nowhere land.